Hi everyone,
I've been meaning to take pictures of Kids Kabin for awhile now and I keep forgetting to bring my camera with me! It is my goal for this coming week to remember my camera and take pictures since I realized I haven't done that. Here is one picture of Melissa, Abby and I outside Kids Kabin that was taken in November.

Kids Kabin is such a great resource! There are lots of rooms with endless possibilities and I love the little projects we do! Here is an example I made for a project this past week. I found the idea in one of the many craft idea books in the art room. I think it is pretty cute!

Woodwork is the activity where the most practical items are made. For example, lot of tables, chairs and bird boxes are made each week by the kids. When it snowed a lot before Christmas, sledges (aka sleds) were being made everyday. I thought that was pretty cool! They all just came and asked to make sledges! Last week I finished the spice rack I had been working on for a while and although it isn't perfect, I like it and can't wait to hang it on the wall and use it! I have found that woodwork is a lot more fun than I thought it would be and I hope to learn more about it and get better at it.

Melissa, Abby and I watched Mulan last night (we got a VCR and I found some cheap VHSs last week - about $.15 each)! We had a great time singing alone to "I'll Make a Man Out of You" and other favorites. The song "Reflection" stood out to me even though it isn't one of the songs I normally like as much as others in Mulan. In this song, one of the lines is "When will my reflection show who I am inside" and I felt like this was perfect for me right now and says how I am feeling. For a while now I have felt that I am often not the person I truly want to be even though I'm not sure exactly who that person is. It is hard to explain and probably why the line in the song hit home for me because it says what I want to say. I want others to see the person I know I am inside, or want to be (even though I'm still figuring out exactly who that is), and I know that that doesn't happen all the time. Not that I should care much about how other people see me but that I want to act truly myself and not hold back at all. So I know that it will take a lot of thinking and searching to figure out how to make some changes and make sure that "my reflections show who I am inside" but it is now a goal I have for this year.
I also think it ties in really well with an experience I had at Common Ground on Tuesday. I was helping someone apply for a crisis loan. The process for doing this consisted of waiting on hold while listening to the same 1 minute clip of Vivaldi’s Spring for about 30 minutes on repeat and the message "Thank you for your patience, we will take your call as soon as we can but all our lines are currently busy. You may want to call back later" or something like that, finally getting through only to get cut off, calling back and waiting just as long if not longer to get through and finally going through all the application questions and getting the loan. The client I was working with is smart (has a college degree in his our country) and we chatted while on hold. He was clearly very frustrated with the system and annoyed with all the hoops you have to jump through to get a crisis loan in order to buy food and hygiene supplies. The loan gives him money that is supposed to last for a week and if he needs more money next week he will have to do the same thing all over again. During our chatting he begged me to never let my family become refugees because it is awful. He wants a job and wants to be off the system as much as possible. Somethings he said where along the lines of how people look at him differently when he uses his food card at the stores or when out and about in general because he is not white and speaks with an accent. “When will my reflection show who I am inside” really fits for him as well. He is tired of having skills, knowledge and ideas yet being treated differently and not being able to provide for himself the way he knows he should be able to.
Well, that is about if for today. We are having a lazy weekend which has become a trend here and I am ok with that! January is flying by and I can't believe it is already half over!